I came to see you today as you laid sleeping as I cannot say goodbye, you ment so much to me and done a lot for me over the years. It still doesn’t feel real, you was such a strong man. I love and miss you so much, I’ve been staying at your flat since you passed and it’s strange here without you and it’s like I can still feel your presence and hear you chatting away! We fought this battle from beginning until end, and I was always there for you just like you was me when I needed you. I just want a phone call to say come and collect you from hospital but I know it’s not going to happen. I just want you to know that I love you so much and I’ll always keep your memory alive, sleep well dad tell all my loved ones I miss them too. Your daughter, Natalie Horne xxxx